Hello, *********.
I've waited here for you, ever long. And now, suddenly, I've found you,
I remember when I was fine, just a guy
living on my own, waiting for the sky to fall and then you came and
changed all for me. You changed a lot of things, and did it only with your
smile, your eyes, your talks, being you. I was feeling weak, and
then... You gave the strength to me, a strength I never had,
because I was a mess, but no more.
Every time I think of you, I can close my eyes, but I can’t stop seeing
you, I can stop sleeping but not dreaming, and that’s because I’ve never met a
woman that makes me feel like you do, I mean, you bring me light and take away
my pain. It’s like you’re an angel to me, my angel.
I told you I can’t stop dreaming, because you make me feel like that,
and you know what? Don’t wake me! Because I don’t want to leave this dream,
besides, when it’s you I’m dreaming of, I don’t want to wake up. I’m telling
you, you’re like a dream to me, everything I’ve ever dreamed, EVERYTHING is in
you.
I really like you, you’re smile, your face, your sense of humor, the way
you are, but, you know? There’s something about your eyes, they make me… Well,
search into my soul. I know it sounds weird, because, well, search for what?
And the answer is they make me realize I’m trying to be a better man for you. A
better man in any way, you know, like in everything.
You do something to me that I can’t explain, really, I can’t, it’s like
you take all my senses into you, my sight, smell, touch, hearing and taste are
focused on you, for any movement you make, in any minute, and it’s funny, it
took you just one smile to break down any shield I could possibly had.
When I first met you, I couldn’t stop staring at you, maybe you don’t
remember how it was, but I was watching you while you were talking to someone
else, and I thought “Wow, that’s a really pretty girl” and, the more I knew
you, the more I liked you, because I realized, you are beautiful not only in
the outside, but from the inside too, and little by little you've become something
like a contrast to me, you're at once, my tragedy and remedy, my insanity and
my clarity but more important, you are the quiet and the confusion of my heart.
You know? You changed my life. And I can’t ask for any more than being
in your arms and run away from everything, I can’t stop thinking I’m in love
with you, and from now on, I don’t care about every night I waited or every
maze I had to go through, because someone or somewhere has sent you, and you
came just one second before my surrendering.
Anyway, everything resumes in: I wanna be yours, just let me be the
portable heater that you’ll get cold without. Secrets I have held in my heart
are harder to hide than I thought, but no more, I wanna be yours, and I want
you to be mine, forever, I know we can do it, and you know? I need a plan, and
that plan is watching you, learn how you are, love you the way you are, talk to
you, listen to you, build an invincible bridge between us, I need to be in your
memories, I don’t know how but be in you. But, well, besides a plan, I need
something bigger than that, I don’t really know how, but in the end, someday, I
want you to need me as much as I need you.
You, who dance perfectly timed with my angels and whose name can silence every one of my demons, have given sense to many things, thank you so much.
(You know? I'm looking for someone to burn out bright with, and I guess that's you.)
(You know? I'm looking for someone to burn out bright with, and I guess that's you.)
