Some time later, the same person, wakes up
again at 5 am in the morning.
Huh? 5 am? Damn! I swear my alarm buzzed. Hhhhm, well,
I can sleep a little more. Huh? The moon again? Wow, it's really beautiful,
I've ever thought so...
And here we go again. You again in my mind? Damn! This
is unbelievable, I don't why I don't understand that you're not for me, I tried
to be your friend, and what did you do? You just ignored me, you just pretended
nothing happened with me, and I know you realized that I like you.
I looked for you, every single day, and every time I
had a chance I asked you to go out, sometimes you said yes, other, well, you
just didn't answer me. But you know what? That was my fault! My entire fault. I
was an idiot, I knew we weren't supposed to be together, and tried to be a nice
person to you, I tried to show you that you were so important to me, that I
didn't want to be with no one else but you, and I'm pretty sure you knew it,
and, well... I like to think that you felt the same way, but you killed your
feelings for me, and that's... No, that's not OK, we won't be together because
none of us tried anything and just killed something that could have been really
really good.
Anyway, right now, I'm really mad at you, because you
played with me, you knew I was crazy about you, and just gave me some hints
that disappeared every time I tried to tell or do you something nice with you,
I remember when we walked... Forget it, just...
Well, it's 5:30, this took me less time than the last
one, maybe because I'm mad at you. You know? I understand, and I won't insist
anymore, if this is the way you want it, this is the way it's gonna be. So,
maybe it's not your fault, but I'm tired of this, and I won't ask you again for
anything.
Too bad it could've been so great. Anyway,
goodbye.
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