- OK, then, see you later!
- OK, bye!
- … NO! Wait!
- Huh?
- Please, stay… just… I’m sorry. See you later.
- Everything OK?
- Well… I guess.
- You guess? Why’s that?
- Because (oh God…) …
- What?! Tell me!?
- OK, here it goes… You’re my friend right?
- Ummm, yes. Why the question?
- And I’ve told you that I love you, as a friend.
- Yes.
- Well, the truth is I love you in such a way and such a quantity you can´t imagine, I don’t love you only the “I hate you because I love you” way, I know that’s kind of cute, and kind of a game between us, but I can’t keep this anymore. Since I met you, I knew you have a boyfriend, and I was OK with that, but no more, I thought I could keep that up, but no more, the more I talk to you, the more I see you, the more I hang out with you, I realize that your external beauty is huge, and only surpassed by your inner beauty, believe me when I say this. And you know, I think it’s time for me to say goodbye forever.
- What?!?! I… just…
- Please, let me finish. I think that because I want to give you more than I’m actually giving, I want to hold your hand while we walk, I want to talk to you every minute, I want an eternal phone call, I want to get lost in your beautiful eyes, I really want to give you everything of me, and… I can’t, because I understood you’re not meant for me, maybe I belong to you, but, not in the way I would like to. I’ll try to explain this to you, maybe in a weird way, but that’s the way I understand it.
- OK.
- Every time I look at you, every single cell of mine get a little vibration at the beginning, but then, that vibration is bigger and bigger, my heart beats like it’s going out of my chest, my brain starts to think million things and then, when I touch you, I have this feeling, like you touch every single drop of me, like your eyes harmonize the entire universe inside me, it’s like I can’t decode the color spectrum, like a million voltage shock, everything is resonating at the beat of your existence! And then… The calm takes me, and I can finally focus on you, on your eyes, your smile. I don´t know if I’m clear with this, but that’s what happens to me, and, well, As you can see it’s pretty complicated because I don’t know if you feel the same way. So, I realized I’m hurting myself with this, although it’s a beautiful feeling, I can’t keep with it anymore, and I have to kill it, I have to forget it, that’s why I’m saying goodbye to you, please forgive me if you don’t understand, but I have to continue with something else, maybe something new, maybe… I don’t know, clear up my mind, and maybe someday, I can come back and be with you as a real friend.
- Please don’t do this…
- I’m sorry, I have to.
- But… But…
- What? But what?
- Is just… I…
- Will you let me go?
…
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